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Skin care.

Hey guys.

I'm back on my rantings again. But first of all, watch this amazing video.

I purposely went to the mart and bought some avocado(watch her other videos regarding on using avocado to do hair mask and face mask!)

How amazing this things made her face glow and looks so healthy!!!

So I'm gonna use these things and put on my face thrice a week.

So here's another one,

Using oatmeal to wash your face :) Well I must say this is absolutely gonna work because I bought myself a small pack of oatmeal to try out!

I told my mom I am using it for my skin wash and she kept in silence means it's gonna work.

Hahahah! My skin recently, pop out a lot of pimples, two and three acne and it's really annoying and frustrating.

I didn't even go out for 3-4days now because of my face. It's terrible!

But now I've found Bubbi's youtube chanel and she's the skincare queen I must say!

Even better than Michelle Phan's. Just my opinion though.

Well... I bought an avocado cost me RM4.99 and it's just as small as my palm size!!

I'm gonna go HK and buy more back to Malaysia! It is so easy and it's cheap!

She said in one of her video that,

" chemical cleanser can't make your skin healthy, it only cleanse your face's dirt "

She came up with all these creative ideas and made these mask out!

I love her skin! I started to drink lemon+water starting today. Went to the mart and bought two lemons. Cut into one slice and put inside my bottle :)

It's good for digestion as well as for your metabolism. So... diet plan , healthy skin, here I come!!

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Sometimes I just felt like I'm a bimbo. (wtf i know.)

Sometimes.... I felt like it's meaningless for me to live on. (wtf again i know.)

Sometimes... I'm just too lonely.. :'(

You know, those quotes are true.

For example,

I crave for a good man, as long as he's good to me, he don't have those prince attitude, he's mature, he's older than me, then it's fine.

But when you know... someone like that really appear, I tend to avoid him, saying that he's annoying, saying that he's ugly... he's not good enough... he's childish.. he's fat.. he's too thin or whatsoever I can have on my mind!!!

People tend to ask, " what's wrong with you girl? he's what you're looking for! "

I can't answer them... I can't. I'm just too picky! I want a long-term relationship, not those play play relationship. Oh gosh. I don't want another relationship like what I had with Terrence.

Fyi, if you don't know who's Terrence, let me tell you.

He's a useless jerk who use EXCUSES as reasons to dump me.

And to be proud, he's the first guy ever to dump me. I love him too much!

I told myself no to, he's only playing with you! Oh gosh, there I deserve it.

I got played. ;) fuck his life.

Back to the topic, a month ago, I met this really sweet guy but he's a lot older.

Our gap of age is really a problem but I didn't confess to him.

I know it's definitely not gonna work out so I move backward and act as nothing had happened.

I tried to treat him as my best friend but oh well.. sometimes you know, you just gotta admit that you LOVE him.

I tried to avoid him, not finding him on apps, not asking him out for dinner/supper.

And somehow... it works. Time heals everything, I must say it is true.

Well now, even though he ask me for out, I'll just decline. He must be thinking that I'm some money eater bitch because everytime we went out he pays for everything(lol).

I seriously, hate when a guy pay for my meal. Like fuck you, you think I don't have any money to eat that I need you to pay for me?? Eat my shit you cow.

Argh, done with boys. Conclusion, I'm just too picky ok?? A picky #Virgo.

Recently I'm playing this game named AuditionSEA which I've been started to play since I'm 13 or 14. Then quitted for years... lmao I know.

I went back to see and things changed quite a lot :(

Met some awesome people there and they're amazing :) I love them!

And I've this audi couple which it clearly states we're only online couple, named Joness.

He sticks to me and he's sooooo gross. Ok I sounds bad. But really! He bug me day and night and keep on saying that he wants to meet me and bring me go Japan, go Taiwan study together(wtf) . I was like STOP THAT JONESS. I WONT GO WITH YOU AND I WONT MEET YOU.

LOLLLLLLLL. Okay. HAHAHA.

Imma go play game now as this study bitch @jeanywonder is asking me to -.- .

till then !