It's almost a month isn't it?!

Well, my uncle went back to Holland few days ago.

Now my aunt is here. She came yesterday from HK :)

Honest to say, today is a fucked up day as I'm not really in a good mood!

My dad's sick as well. And I have to hear all your fucking nonsense!

Pardon my vulgarities :)

Hmm, I woke up 12pm in the afternoon, but I doesn't want to wake up yet, so I surf on the net using my phone until 2pm.

Then it was quite a good day then. I went out with mom to deliver cookies, and receive money!

Well? Until when the Christy came? I don't know how to pronounce her name, but well, whatever.

She suddenly asked me, " You're not going back to NS already ah? "

I SMILED and said, " No " .

Then she was like, " Why? You're back for CNY or? "

I feel annoyed. So I just " I no need go back already. "

Then my grandma, " She got kick out! Because she can't stand there! She can't tahan, she complains "

Well, honestly, it was like kinda adding oil to the fire :)

I just ignored them.

What's worse? My aunt said, " She have asthma.. "

My sis was even more better, " SHE DON'T HAVE ASTHMA!! SHE DON'T HAVE! "

Ok fine, I don't know what to say so I just fucking smiled at them.

You know, like forcefully put on a smile on my face, just to PLEASE them.

I was about to explode then.

Then, my grandma say, " She say no hot water supply, have to take a big big 'container' and put water to shower! It's so cold. She don't like. "

I was like, who can shower with cold water with super cold weather?

None of you can. If you haven't experience something, don't fucking say like it's a super easy job to do.

Like, " what do you expect? good food? hot water supply? can hold gun also don't want to go? "

Then good, take my place and go! I would be so happy if you go and suffer there for few days!

Who says asthma only comes from family members? Did you study you dickhead.

Then the CHRISTY went and said, " your dad is sooo worried about you.. he keep post on fb status calling you 'princess'.. aww "

In my mind, I was like, the fuck? you want people to call you princess so much, go and ask your husband/boyfriend/father to call you that. Don't act all innocent and talk about ME.

It was fine until my mom said,

" You think they all give you good service? with 1000+ people? "

I was so fucked up. Learn and understand something before you speak.

If you are unsure of something, don't say until like you know EVERY fucking THING.

Ooh? I just said, " It's only 400+ people, don't say until so KUA ZHANG"

I got so fired up and went to my house's garden. It's like, shut up bitches.

Oh yeah, dear C,

You know nothing about my life there. Fyi, I DID learn things there.

I learnt a lot of things, like socializing, lifestyle of people in Sabah, get to eat Tarap, get to see how NS is, get to sleep in a room with 26 beds, get to see how beautiful Sabah is.

If you know nothing about life there, please shut the fuck up and get the fuck out.

Why did you join us for dinner anyway? You're an eyesore.

I don't know why the first time I see you when I'm like still a child, or a kid, I already have that kind of feeling of I DON'T LIKE YOU!

I never say I can't 'tahan' my life there. I just miss my family, I just miss the people who are precious to me. That's what you call HOMESICK you retard.

Washing my own clothes is not a problem for me, going marching might be a little problem for me, but you know what? Things aren't that bad there, it's like a second home! Just that I have no maid.

It's not like what you heard from your retarded friend on how the trainers will force you to do marching until very serious.

Actually, waking up at 4.45am for the first time may be weird and tiring for me, but it's really fun and refreshing. Like 200+ girls waking up together, washing up together, laugh and changing clothes, getting ready together! But the 9 days there, I enjoyed myself.

I felt blessed to have such good Sabah friends. I get to know friendly teachers who let me to eat Tarap which KL don't have!

I get to see FOX where KL don't have! I get to feel the breeze every night and morning. I get to see the moon shining beautifully, stars shining brightly every single night where KL are rare to have stars!

Enough of complaints.

I hope they won't be questioning me about my life anymore.

It's annoying, and I don't like people ask about it.

I didn't even tell some of it to my parents.

You outsider should just stfu and gtfo.

Thank you very much.