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If only..

Memories flash back,

and again, I'm feeling so depressed, and lonely.

Friends... they're good. Making me laugh without fail :D

watched two movies today!

Paranormal Activity 3 and Don't be afraid of the dark.

Some fairy tales horror show :)

PA3 is awesome I swear. Hahah.

Watched these two with Pei :D well, should be 5 people but end up only two of us :)

What to do, they just love to cancel last minute. lol~

Went home around 6 and slept all the way till 10pm+

Guess I'm too tired from yesterday's seminar. 12hours @.@

Night before seminar just slept for 2 hours.

While preparing for seminar, I dreamt of you, and bao.

I dreamt of you, going away, disappearing from me with another girl.

Stupid dream isn't it? I know, but I swear I am so heartbreaking,

is this dream telling me something? I hope it don't happen.

I have a lot to tell you, but I just feels that I'm annoying.

And maybe you don't wanna talk to me anymore. Pathethic.

I can't believe I'm crying while writing this post.

Probably this would be my last post till my exam's over.

Won't be updating pathetic post like this anymore cause you don't seems to care.

I wish I could tell all this to someone, but no one's willing to listen.

It's lonely. I am lonely.

I think of you all the time, I want to text you, if I have the chance to, I will.

Sometimes I'm worried about you, do you know?

I want you to quit playing around and find a proper job.

But you said you want to cool down for a while, not to argue.

So I just... shut my mouth up. The truth is, I want to go find a job.

If you willing to give me one more chance, to make things better. I will.

As for bao, I dreamt of you saving me! HAHAHA.

Well a hero perhaps? I know you're upset because I used you as a spare tyre.

But actually, honest, I never. I just want someone to talk to.

It's okay if you think it that way, lot of people think it as that way too.

It's the first time you appeared in my dream tho. Haha!

Well, till then,

I'll be back on December, x.

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