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If I die young;

Life is tough, life is great, life is challenging. accept it.

It's been a while? I've been so busy for outing, studies, extra classes, and most importantly sports day! Although passed but I do had a great time for the final year of schooling.

WELL!

I need to go to ARMY.

So.......don't miss me too much kay? :D

I hope I can make a lot friends there! As I'm really shy... >_<

I'm scared and also excited >

And also, my presentation on this wednesday, please please I'm praying so hard for it to go well not by getting scold by teachers because of the fucking useless guy in my group!!

He did not do work...all I do for him.... unfair right? He just come and thank me.

Next time I also want to skip alllll my works and let people do it, then when finished I'll just go and 'THANK YOU SO MUCH!'.

Okkk, quit ranting bout life. well?

I'm happy now a days without you. Really.

I thought I'd be so emo and fall into depression like last time. But no.

Now I'm much happier, with the laugh where it's no need to pretend anymore.

I'm happy. Maybe because you really pushing me away. Wanting me to go.

So that I could live a happy life again. BUT. Sometimes I'm really confused,

Is it really that I'm happy without you or I'm just getting used to it?

I don't know.

I cried. for the last time for you, when I wrote your name on the sand.

But this is the last time. I want you to see, so I sent you.

I really wish to do a lot of things with you like other couples do.

but it's just impossible isn't it?

when time pass, I'm starting to forgot the feeling of being loved.

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Till next.